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Recollect
03:03
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I'm not the man that I used to be
I hardly know who I am anymore
Just trying, you'll see
I'm trying to pick up the pieces that you left for me in a place that I used to call my home
Recollecting every thought I've ever had to locate the problem that's in my hands
But the apple doesn't fall far from the tree so show me what it means to be alive in a world as cold as mine
I tried to let it go but the memories keep coming back
I tried to let go of these thoughts years ago
Because I'm one step closer to finding the truth in the end it's all I've got left to do
I tried to hold back from these thoughts
The irony of a broken man in a perfect society is laughable
Trying to keep my head above the water surface all day long
Because if it wasn't for you I surely would have drowned a long time ago
This shit has gone on for way too long
For way too long
I'm not the man that I used to be
I hardly know who I am anymore but I'll keep trying to change myself
I'm not the man that I used to be
I hardly know who I am anymore
Just trying, you'll see
I'm trying to pick up the pieces that you left for me in a place that I used to call my home
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On My Knees
03:16
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I fear I'm struggling when I'm on my knees back then well I was praying to a god that I dont believe in
When this path is leading me away from my true self
Well I was praying to a god that I dont believe in
And you can call it faith what I used to call my home
The vicious cycle that u've been through back and forth they'll never forget
All you've been all you are and everything you'll be
For every moment that you doubt yourself solitude takes its throne
I swear on my breath this has to end it's spinning out of control
To love a world that wont love you back
A tear drop from a young boys eye
Because in a world so filled with greed I hope u see the difference never resting
Because in a world so filled with greed I hope u see the difference as you're abandoned feeling faithless when I'm screaming on my knees
I fear I'm struggling when I'm on my knees back then well I was praying to a god that I dont believe in
When this path is leading me away from my true self
Well I was praying to a god that I dont believe in
I remember when we drifted apart the memories that we once shared
the flowers they grew the sun started to set and I'll never forget
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Blood Sweat And Tears
04:07
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You'll never see my face again you sold me out like the coward you are
Trying to erase my every thought like I'm the one to blame
But you said that you were the only one who could feel like this but I've been through hell
I've become what I've always despised just give me one damn second to catch my breath with some air
I never wanted this you never asked for my consent but still you linger here x2
But I'll face my fears with blood sweat and tears
I feel the smell of their breaths in the back of my neck and I can see the families with lost hope
It doesn't make a difference with what u say you're still manipulating everyone you know
but its a two way street you reap what you sow
But I'll face my fears with blood sweat and tears
For when u said you lost it all remember that I've lost all hope
For when u said you lost it all remember that you're nothing to me
I've become what I've always despised just give me one damn second to catch my breath with some air
I never wanted this you never asked for my consent but still you linger here x2
And you said that you were the only one who could feel like this but I've been through hell
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Faithless
03:27
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It was a cold autumn night a family was gathered infront of the tv
Then the police came in bashed the door to the ground wondering where he went
She said didn't know but they ransacked the place but little did she know
what she had gotten herself into was her feeling faithless
It took a minute for an hour and an hour for a day (the days went by) sometimes it's better to know when to turn back x2
Later that same night he then came back said it was all a misunderstanding
She was starting to question who he was or what he had done
She said I've lost my faith
For he was deceiving her so that he could come up with a better excuse
It took a minute for an hour and an hour for a day (the days went by) sometimes it's better to know when to turn back x2
He tore her apart inside and out
I swear I saw it on her face that something wasn't right
I knows she can't stand the fact that what's done is done leave it at that
but atleast you know that your sorry soul got a family by your side
So take a look at yourself now you made it through all those difficult times
and you got no one else to praise but yourself x2
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